I'm sitting across from a young man we'll call X. He's dressed nicely, wearing a clean, ironed, checkered shirt and a jacket that looks like it could be for a special occasion. As he sits down for our chat, he takes off his hat, a sign of respect in Tanzanian culture and greets me with a confident smile, shaking my hand. However, it's important to note that things in his past haven't always been as positive as they are now.
A few years ago, X came to FAME in a deeply troubling state. He exhibited aggressive and impulsive behaviors that caused his family to lose hope for him. His actions had not only embarrassed his family but also disrupted the peace of their community. He frequently engaged in disruptive behavior at the local market, often chasing after the women selling groceries, finding it entertaining despite the havoc it would wreak. At times, he even ran through the village naked, greatly alarming and upsetting the villagers. As a result, he became somewhat isolated from both his community and his own family.
“I wasn’t feeling good. Sometimes, I had terrible headaches and my head felt heavy. Other times, my ears would ring loudly, like drums were playing inside my head! From time to time, I felt extremely happy and that’s when I’d visit the market because it was so nice to see everyone there. But sometimes I also felt deep sadness and didn’t want to leave my house.”
X's mother brought him to FAME after weeks of increasingly aggressive behavior. He had become significantly worse than usual. Often, his family had to restrain his hands to prevent him from harming himself and others. Additionally, he had completely neglected his personal hygiene, making it difficult for others to tolerate his presence. Fortunately, the family lived close to FAME, making it a convenient choice.
X became highly anxious and combative with the medical staff when he arrived at FAME. He was confused and upset because the new surroundings were unfamiliar. As a result, he was quickly admitted and prescribed antipsychotic medication.
After spending several weeks at FAME, X was permitted to return home with a prescription for medication.
“Every day, I take a pill in the evenings. At first, I didn’t like them because they made me nauseous. However, they have improved my symptoms greatly, allowing me to engage in conversations with my family, which I greatly enjoy. So, I have continued taking them. I come to FAME every month to pick up my medication without fail. They help me feel like my old self, so I take them religiously. When I come here, I talk to the doctor about how I am feeling. FAME has really supported me and I am thankful for their help.”
Since coming to FAME, X has been doing quite well. He tells me he has nice clothes and takes great pride in looking sharp. Whenever he washes his clothes, he takes the time to iron them neatly for the next day. He doesn't have a regular job, but he volunteers at the local church and the pastor gives him a small monthly allowance for his help. X says he enjoys being at the church every day, so he's not too keen on seeking employment elsewhere, even if he knows he could make more money.
World Mental Health Day aims to spread awareness and ensure that mental healthcare is accessible to all who require it. X's mother mentioned that since he was a teenager, he displayed some unusual behavior. Still, she didn't know how to address it and didn't want to spend money taking him to the hospital just because he was a bit different from his peers. Only years later, when he experienced a significant breakdown, did she realize it was time to seek help at the hospital.
FAME remains committed to improving mental health, particularly in our community, where significant stigma surrounds individuals and families suffering from mental health challenges.
*The patient's name has been changed to protect his privacy and permission was secured to share his story. The quotes from the interview have been translated from Swahili to English.